sitting here looking

in a mirror as i type this

wondering what’s next


my body breaking

down from abuse i never

thought it would happen


this soon i still think

i am young but my hands look

like i’m a hundred


i was such a fool

to think any of my dreams

would ever come true


but the dream of love

was my biggest dream of all

as it never ends


because i never stopped

thinking of you all these years

where did it begin











the bliss of relaxing

after hard work & stress

is soothing to the soul

a glass of wine

rich with divine

or fresh squeezed orange juice

even left over pizza

even day old coffee drunken

from a styrofoam cup

after going through hell

ordinary phenomena

is nirvana


i love wild horses

i love wild hair

i love wild flowers

in my hair

i love wild sky

windy and cool

i love wild hearts

free and fool

wild is my nature

wild is free

black is my color

deep like the sea

deep is my love

deep is my soul

deep is the sky

above and below

wild and deep

wild and deep

when you get to the edge

take the leap