DIAMONDS

when i was young

i didn’t know

i didn’t know

where i would go

i never made

any plans

i just trusted

invisible hands

now youth is gone

and looking back

at all the trust

i gave away

i ended up

here

upside down

all my love

spilled

to the ground

the ground is rich

with all my love

and all the diamonds

to be found

 

 

 

HONEY LIGHT

my pussy is raw…light

my heart is raw….light

my life is raw….light

my feelings are raw….light

 

i am  naked…light

 

nothing to say….light

 

no happiness….light

or pretty words…..light

to make you feel ok….light

 

this life ain’t pretty….light

it’s death and decay…..light

 

you are trapped….light

like a fly….light

in honey….light

 

 

 

 

 

WITHOUT YOUR LOVE

 

all the booze

i don’t care

drunk

on myself

in my despair

 

the memories

of us

so in love

turned to gin

again and again

 

when i think

of us

my body cries

without your love

my body dies

dead so long

without your love

dead so long

without your love

 

dead so long

without your love

 

dead so long

without your love

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

JAGGED

all the cum

that’s  been inside

 

my heart

 

so sweet

like an angel

then

you

broke it

apart

 

our love

flowing out

like lava

hot

 

now turned

to stone

 

a

jagged

pot

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

GYPSY

i am a gypsy

enslaved by the matrix

dying to be free

 

my breath of spirit

my breathing of dragon fire

this is ecstasy

 

my crystal ball sits

gathering energy

purging negativity

 

chanting free free free

someday i will sing it

let it be let it be let it be