i lost my marbles

when i was young

they were very old

 

with swirls of glitter

found in an old house attic

in a drawstring pouch

 

now searching the internet

for my beautiful marbles

going crazy

 

just what i needed

another thing to grasp at

marbles should be lost

i remember us

making love like dogs in heat

in abandoned buildings

 

then you abandoned me

and your love came crashing down

brick by brick by brick

 

i stood there buried

in the dark waiting for you

but you never came

 

rising from the dead

drinking my blood to survive

i gave birth alone

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

if i was younger

i would flirt with you all day

until sundown

but i am missing

a part of me that’s alive

killed by heartache

i don’t know how i even survive

this dead romantic

heart ripped out

replaced by a lotus flower

that grows in the dark

 

thank you very much

for your support and good vibes

sending love to you

♥️

i am still alive

all the dead i have eaten

have given me life

i will write a poem

after i finish this beer

if i’m still alive

 

sometimes not knowing

what’s really going on inside

can be surprising