mesmerized by love but it wasn’t love love doesn’t hypnotize or fantasize i was traumatized by my expectations i thought it was love what imagination mother nature only cares about creation now i am old a little exaggeration finally gave up on love in my maturation i survived although my
i gave birth to love when you were born on this earth you are my pure love my sweetheart son born of two intertwined in a passionate embrace destined to become destined to love destined to expand this perpetual energetic lifeforce that knows no bounds a pure energy that never
you’re not the same person you were when i met you when i loved you when you loved me when we were together you are dead now and i died too with you in me hard to believe our love died love doesn’t die like a fire fly flickering flawless
caramel salted smooth romance like no other my tongue finds pleasure teeth penetrating the luscious parting of scented air and chocolate pair with lips like wine you so fine and rare do i dare darling stuff more of you in my mouth as i sit in this house alone with
this strange existence flowers falling from the sky material and spiritual nowhere to die i get perplexed from all the brainwashing i’m disappointed from material sloshing i know what’s real but i live in illusion and then wonder why all the confusion feeling this unworldly love amongst those that remain
i close my eyes and put you inside of me my mouth comes alive with heavenly pleasure no cock can compare to your treasure with little blue balls decorating your white cream you make me scream with pleasure
unworldly beauty voluptuous ruby cluster alien design why did you come here why did you ever evolve to bring us pleasure your juice is devine my lips wet with your wine exquisitely i dine like a queen so fine till the end of time
your love is surreal like a desert landscape of juniper spicing up the glittering sand while rainbows drip from the skys womb filled with endless suns and daughters swirling glittering endlessly amen to life you incredible lover you
this hollowness i fill with comfort food if i would just shut up and appreciate my present moment in time i am surrounded by luxury and opulence my life is easy like sunday morning yet i complain what i don’t have like some stupid bitch should i apologize for my
may all the snowflakes falling purify this realm of desire freeing all those that suffer and bring peace continuously until the end of time
sitting here drinking ice cold lemonade looking outside the window orange leaves glowing i wonder how much time is left for me amazing i made it this far most of it was wishing i didn’t then realizing…. i really don’t and this… that does….is unspeakable
I’m still trying to get a van Trying to get away from this man He done me wrong And I can’t go on I need to leave And stay gone
sitting here about to unwrap unzipping your pack then my lips touch your skin and i suck you in i quit and start again and again again my virgin lips that never kiss they only suck and blow you’ve fucked me up but i still go sucking like a hoe
the rocks that rumble silently are mine earth sounds i hear beat rolls across my room i scratch the beat that’s dead created time and weave into this solid mass time loom rock is the photograph of times ruin continuation clings like a disease yet the living sleep inside a
it’s half past three i had my pee smoking a cigarette for free waiting for sleep to kick in the cats still out and i am in my neck is sore coughing from smoke the world is dying it’s not a joke my hands are dry
it’s half past two i’m still not tired the crickets are chirping the cat is pawing my hand is numb from holding the phone i should just take my pills so i can sleep i think i’ll get up and take a leak then i’ll smoke a cigarette
my heart just jumped when i saw your name you sexy man that cooks from Spain
the house is still the salt lamp glowing cat on my legs crystals flowing i hear the sound of crickets chirping they’re not outside but in my ears lurking
quiet and peaceful in this house a bowl of popcorn on my lap cheesecake in the refrigerator too it is so heavenly with nothing to do
it’s the midnight hour and i feel hot the fireplace is roaring but I’m not bored to tears nothing excites me wish I was tired but sleep dispites me I don’t know what to do with myself surrounded by walls inside this house
after a long stiff winter time for new beginnings that feel never-ending again and again again apple blossom buds blooming in the warm morning sunshine a sweet gentle rain thunder crashing and a heavy downpour to cleanse my mind of icicles dripping like
i let go of my job i let go of my bills but i still hang on to my toliet how i love it so i do not want to let go i just want to go in luxury
i had a very weird dream last night….all of a sudden…the earth was turned and churned…i looked out and i could see the acropolis down the street …but there was no street…all was huge upheavals of land and buildings…the earth had rearranged itself into a mass of contortions….mountains, cities, boulders
being in love…then it ends when it ends….then it begins when it begins…..then it ends always wanting….never satisfied never satisfied ….always wanting pushing and pulling….filling and emptying if you can stop wishing…you will never want be like a rock….calm under stress be like you’re dead…before you die before you die….live
well i’m chucking all the bills and giving away my frills dreaming about the hills but my body is breaking down like a van with too many miles so when i get it fixed heading for the sticks on route 66
listening to you play is soothing to my soul you are so beautiful you gorgeous man may the universe bless you with all that’s peaceful blooming with the scent of rose
i love wild horses i love wild hair i love wild flowers in my hair i love wild sky windy and cool i love wild hearts free and fool wild is my nature wild is free black is my color deep like the sea deep is my love deep is
indescribable is the passionate beauty of nature dying death is just a word it doesn’t really exist ask the cherry tree
you like poetry that’s happy and gay like watching a disney movie with nothing to say just be hypnotized by the mice as they play cinderella stories not life-like decay poetry that reeks of disaster rips the mask off of your pleasant white plaster
i can’t wait to get drunk again and write about my pathetically sad gut wrenching lack of love life when i had nothing else to give i gave it all away…like a whore…. i guess i was expecting love in return… they must have thought there was an endless supply…they
i lost my marbles when i was young they were very old with swirls of glitter found in an old house attic in a drawstring pouch now searching the internet for my beautiful marbles going crazy just what i needed another thing to grasp at marbles should be lost
if i was younger i would flirt with you all day until sundown but i am missing a part of me that’s alive killed by heartache i don’t know how i even survive this dead romantic heart ripped out replaced by a lotus flower that grows in the dark
i gaze at my hand thinking about some beautiful flower petal that you would look at and see the simple beauty in the unelaborated moment of time stopping breathless a tiny flower petal falling from the eye of sky like a ninja
palm trees fern and date gold diamonds and emerald sandalwood and myrrh mother earth simple in her youth lush with bounty and extravaganza as she aged into a fat ass bitch
hanging by a thread waiting for my wings to spread living like i’m dead
gut wrenching tears working all my life for what wishing i was dead fuck all the bills fuck all the frills head for the hills
endless bliss blue sky endless bliss stars twinkling endless bliss blissing no job togo to no sound to hear nothing to worry about hum hum hum hum ha ha ha ha da da da da
nature is freedom only man pays for his keep as he rapes her the natural state is mans only escape from this prison world how do you get there as you slave working til death just disappear ? wherever you go you have to hide your freedom
It’s so sweet to dream I will do this and that thing My bed will be big All the gut wrenching Mind fucks this planet observes Swimming in honey What is this evil Trying to prevent freedom Always in control I want to escape From the land
all the booze i don’t care drunk on myself in my despair the memories of us so in love turned to gin again and again when i think of us my body cries without your love my body dies dead so long without your love dead so
my heart so sweet like an angel then you broke it apart our love flowing out like lava hot now turned to stone a jagged pot
i am a gypsy enslaved by the matrix dying to be free my breath of spirit my breathing of dragon fire this is ecstasy
mother nature… the bitch of love desire is her trick she’ll make you think you need it now that’s why you have a dick you fall in love a million times as much as you have sperm all she wants is mass production love is on her terms
i drink the nectar of roses then i smoke a cig i feel flashes of nirvana then i cook a pig i wanna be celibate then i blow his mind this the hard place between a rock * i work my ass off to pay my bills i am not
India gold and perfume Id rather sleep till noon Give me my bed I’d rather be dead Than be a slave In this grave Of foo foo
leaving my cave soon heavenly sleeping till noon must put the chains on fancy gold from india and drag my ass back to samsara
icing on the window communicating sweet words of nothing like stars in the sky appearing magically disappearing silently leaving me breathlessly
not thinking of what to say drinking wine music so intense no pretence the sadness lingering a cat in heat calling out for love sipping wine the world is so divine…..
Dancing slowly with you… my dark darling death… only heartache in this realm of desire… yet we always return… to the womb.. attracted by the scent of lust….. when all desire is gone… there will be no more suffering….
Seasons changing… spins my head all these years living….like I’m dead leaves falling like hair my body cold Snow…. like ashes… forgetting… old until remembered again and again… Channel #5 , Joy & Oud…. when we get to the bardo there will be food !
sweet child of light living in this dark dark world how you have survived …. blood like molten lava heart made from the nectar of flowers….. some day you will shine in the black silent sky
drinking tea from a bowl… i sit here amazed…. wind blowing through the pine trees…. a screen door separating the natural world from me….. (i didn’t want to let the bugs in) but i feel like a bug myself… in this house of dust…. while the dirt outside is clean
all i have is this heart made from heartache my blood drips as tears blind me my invisible heart beats alone
who is this green queen you know…. i am queen of black who longs for the king of hearts now i know i’m not the one for you know her more what a fool i am
suspended in a state of anxiety this existence of swirling energy i wonder what it feels like to be the sun images and conceptions this wild frenzy of life take me away into deep space deep silence or maybe i should just meditate…
the color of life persists in the universe milarepa ate nettles the goddess tara exudes rays of compassion one speck of love bursts into a forest of trees my heart captures your beauty like a broken cup mended with love
on the beach washed up sea shells sky wide as the suns melody sand hot as crab cakes iced lemonade lips kissed naked by your side jewels of sand glittering Amen
black moon black sky black hole black eye black swan black horse black dog black hearse
a washed up sea shell soothed by an ocean of tears heart pounded into sand
sitting here in timelessness dying i cry to think of being gone from this heaven from this hell i must have sworn to be some bodhisattva my love stones my soul like the eclipse of the moon
I am a dreamer and I imagine it’s you have I gone insane he talks about love is he thinking of me or some beautiful young thing thirty years in hell stripping away all my youth true love is timeless funny how we dream self preservation dancing
dreaming i was choking inside a murky aquarium i learned to adapt breathing unworldly air my mind relaxed there must be some naga blood flowing through my veins i saw the ganges river milky white boulder’s of emeralds rubies topaz glistening in the light did i cross the river over
it’s getting intense all the mystery of him driving me insane i almost forgot what it’s like to be in love i just remember pain whatever this is i wanna see it through wanna love again
i’ve been dead for so long walking this earth like a zombie-slave digging my grave to find love is so rare like a pearl in the paw of a bear i gave up thinking it’s not real just mother natures way of sealing the deal if i
are you the one sweet and juicy are you the one sensitive and smart are you the one kind and gentle my heart is beating i hear yours too are you my prince you deserve a princess you are so sweet and romantic is it the heat i feel your
drinking coffee now a million things left undone sitting in chaos crystal chandelier above this table of things like the twinkling stars cream in my coffee swirling like the milky way to the event horizon
i am losing touch always driving in my car looking at nature i see the beauty it takes my breath away soon i will be dead wasting so much time as if time did not exist take me to Shambhala
a caterpillar in a soft cocoon sleeping until noon her wings spread across the wide bed happy to be alone the snake slitherssssss invading her privacy eating her alive but she will survive
sweet raspberries juicy mangos the dough rolls and folds oceanic squid spray perfumed bliss licking buttery buns
the mystic dream of love in the mist like fog in a graveyard where hungry ghosts roam dreaming souless heart ripped remnants of life remain like a chicken quivering headless
so much in love with love my heart aches so little time left so much love so much love so much love so many loveless so much pain here i am i want to fall in love to fall in love to fall in love to fall in love to
i can’t believe i’m still alive living without love without passion my sanity intact i would rather be insane with love rather be insane rather be insane with love than be sane without
sucking and slurping lemon they watched with distain as the juice dripped down her chin and her lips in pain why did she eat this lemon ? it wasn’t for fame they thought she was deluded or was she insane ? she only wanted the truth they wanted
falling in love always knew there was a mystery to solve always looking out there never looking in here at last we meet… like the eclipse of the sun….
she thought she was a butterfly they thought she was a stick of butter so she fluttered away into the sea of ghee
i did a painting of a naked goddess he wanted it so bad he bought it like all the hookers (2017)
rosewater on face milk with honey this is love drizzle the mid-east with opium drop flower bombs rose petals and lotus blossoms intoxicate blow their minds blast the air with love the only weapon left unused nothing else worked nothing else exists love is life life is love life is
roaming around like a phenomenal apparition i wish i could just disappear love…the food of fool’s am i a hungry ghost ? i want to fall in love again like a junkie looking for a fix (2017)
the dry snow slides between the yellow sky each flake streaming down a copper straw the wind sifts and becomes a misty air blowing against the copper straws clanging clanging millions and zillions copper straws hanging from nowhere everywhere stars pollinate the earth liquid flowers flow nothing left but a smooth glass earth and a blue smoke swirling inside it in the beginning god created the heavens and the earth in the ending god pulled his plug (1967)
the rocks that rumble silently are mine earth sounds i hear beat rolls across my room i scratch the beat that’s dead created time and weave into this solid mass time loom rock is the photograph of times ruin continuation clings like a disease yet the living sleep inside
